week 1:2
I have caught up with my journal and from today onward I will write the days as they occur.
Paul Campbell founded The Entrepreneurs’ Forum which is for CEO’s and company founders of companies that have been doing business for more than 2 years, have turnover of more than £250 000 and has a strong commitment to growth. I understand the semantics, the words, what does it really mean in action and heart?
Maybe I should follow the fear. Fear. Last year it happened that we – my 2 boys and hubby and me – were going to visit my family in South Africa. A week before we were due to fly – we had the tickets and so on and so on – we discovered that the boys’ South African passports had expired. Utter panic yes, but panic brought adrenalin (or something like that) and adrenalin brought focus. Researching. The only answer was to apply for emergency travel documents at the South African embassy in London. Then apply for new SA passports in SA. All this time, four days of doing the forms and planning to go to London and getting there and waiting in line, until the precise moment that they handed me the forms that said that the boys could fly with us I was precise and fast and zinging – flooded by the chemicals of fear, chemicals that speeded me up.
It felt like I was doing a full day’s work in a quarter of a day. I was a superman.
This feeling has returned to me around other events and FEAR led to hyper responses and polished crystal clear decisions and speed. A gift, it seems, of fear is that it gives one super powers. And facing the difficult, the challenging, the fear inducing gives off the very sorts of chemicals that lead to more drive.